I've had a tough time in the past few month as I lost my dad to cancer and it badly affected my professional life for a brief while as I ended up losing my temper to a couple of arrogant customers. Being a reputed company with high standards, I would've immediately faced the axe for my outbursts had it not been for my boss who supported me and gave me another chance. Since then, my performance at work has greatly improved, even to the point where I voluntarily worked over-time just to finish off some extra log reports.
Off-late however, my boss has been acting a bit strange. It started out last month on one of our coffee breaks. He called me to his office on the pretext of work, and he asked me general stuff like how I felt about my job. After the lunch break later that day when he called me to his office once again,the conversations turned more casual on family and relationships. This carried on for a few weeks where I did end up having a thing for him, but I didn't reveal it. I was delusional as he was good looking and he seemed to have all the qualities a woman would ever look for in an ideal man. However, since I knew that he was married, I kept my limits.
For the past 2 weeks, my boss has kept giving me some extra work to the point that I end up working half an hour overtime, when most of the employees have already left and just a handful of us stay behind. It was on these occasions where he made his move and asked me for inappropriate favors or face getting sacked for 'being incompetent'. Emotionally unstable since I loved him and was scared at the same time, I gave in to his demands (I was a fool tbh). When I finally resisted one demand because I knew he was married, he showed me the termination letter and has asked me to sleep with him, or risk losing my job.
I'm really confused because I really love my job, but I risk losing it because of this 'relationship' with my boss whom I have feelings for, but who I also feel is cheating on his marriage.